[[imperfection]]

i got my swim trunks
and my flippy floppies.

this is supposed to be my journal...

jour⋅nal

jur-nal            -noun
/ˈdʒɜrnl/ Show Spelled

1.	a daily record, as of occurrences, experiences, or observations: She kept a journal during her European trip.

2.	a newspaper, esp. a daily one.

3.	a periodical or magazine, esp. one published for a special group, learned society, or profession: the October issue of The English Journal.

4.	a record, usually daily, of the proceedings and transactions of a legislative body, an organization, etc.

5.	Bookkeeping. a. a daybook. b. (in the double-entry method) a book into which all transactions are entered from the daybook or blotter to facilitate posting into the ledger.

6.	Nautical. a log or logbook.

7.	Machinery. the portion of a shaft or axle contained by a plain bearing.

and yet lately i feel like i can't write in it for fear of how people will react.
ugh.

i'm so sick and tired of the same thing over and over and fucking over!!!!
UGH!

there it is for those of you who think you know but can't remember.
teehee.

it makes me feel like i'm nothing.

sometimes you've gotta do what you've gotta do...
even if you feel differently about what should be done.

new desktop.

mental.

tired.

information.

toothache?

bad good food.

boot beat.

i want a regular job.

i'm aggravated by many things right now.

FRIENDS! UPDATE YOUR JOURNALS!
i want things to read :]
kthanks!

possibly more on christmas later.
right now it's late and i was hoping to talk with amanda a bit...
but it looks like i shall be headed to bed instead.
goodnight neverland.

no dad's house today for christmas eve.

i'm glad we haven't lost power here and that the wind isn't going crazy...
HOWEVER, i hate the fact that it continued to snow last night and it is currently snowing.
again.
i feel like i've been stuck in the house for way too long.
can't see anyone or do anything.
UGH! 

that's what friends AREN'T for.







"false friends are worse than open enemies."
--proverb.

brittany-
you remind me of lindsay felton every week i watch scream queens.

i cried tonight.

i am sick and tired of people saying they're going to do something
waiting till the last minute
and then NOT doing it!

pictures on my myspace.

i think it's really weird when people drink with their parents.
i think it's really weird when people drink... period.
but yea... weird.